The first entry in France

I'm proud of me, I just took a moment, I sat down in bed, Pulled up my laptop for the first time to write, The first time it felt real since leaving, A time where I can connect with myself and save it into my archives. I did it, I left home, I'm actually in France, A pipe dream from a year ago is taking place, I make videos, I walk, I edit, Sure there's plenty of room for improvement, but who care's, I'm doing it, I think sometime's, It's easy to forget who I am, I can get so caught up in driving my vehicle, I forget about the driver, I'm here, I'm present, I'm overwhelmed, and I'm calm, It won't be easy, but easy wasn't made for me, I like a challenge, I like to prove myself to myself, any confidence I walk with in life, has been earned by doing, There is so much left to do Swae, Don't worry now, I'll take care of you. Allow me be your guide, your watcher, I have not failed you before, I will not fail you now, You did the thing, you took the step, for that I applaud you, my boy you are growing up, we are 27, How long have we been working on creating life, now you live it, truly, good job, now, remember - all we have learnt, put into practice your kindness, your patience, your diligence, your competence, your adaptability, your strength, your ability to endure, your will power. This has always been what seperates you, As many before you have, you stepped onto a long road, with no companion that you should share in company, no comrade that you should rely in conflict, it is you, and this is real. Only god can protect, but his will is not known, so pray for the best and prepare for the worst. Keep going Simba N'dogo