The Dickens Chain

"Imagine one selected day struck out of it, and think how different its course would have been. Pause you who read this, and think for a moment of the long chain of iron or gold, of thorns or flowers, that would never have bound you, but for the formation of the first link on one memorable day" Dickens : Great expectations I've been pretty stoic about life but for one, put the one to the side. I look at it all, the pain and fear of everyday that could have been different... I am where i am supposed to be. My mind has learnt to become calm... Like with all letting go of expectation, hope and happiness as well as their negative counter parts allows me to be present in the moment of what is. I spent forever diagnosing my mind looking for a cure, an answer and always i feel as though i come to the same conclusion. The answer is already within. I am exactly who i was supposed to be... My soul purpose is to live in a way congruent with my being, in trusting that my being is of good character, a laboring soul, a virtuous heart, a kind nature. There is nothing to gain from further prognosis, by just living as who i am. That will be enough... Out of love for myself. Life has become so simple ever since.