Do I need to restructure

I'm now on my 3rd night and second day in a hotel. I arrived here on day 235 and am leaving on the morning of 238. I have my own calendar. Nice. On day 235 I knocked out, 236 I slept for 16 more hours. 237, I didn't leave. I didn't want to. I had decisions to make about walking the world. Like, Can I walk the world? Is it possible? This wasn't based around me, arrogance aside, I can do anything. but is it feasable? Do I currently have the resources to pull it off? In large part the answer was a resounding NO I have less than £50 in my account for the 3rd time in 3 months, I have spent a week with less than £1. Relative to recent time's this is me up... hahaha maybe i should laugh at it. So I spent my day mostly in deliberation. Of what is to come, and how I can salvage my journey. I came to a conclusion. Abandon walking, Just get to Kenya by any means necessary. This is something I liked while also hurting me, the thing is I like walking, for all it's cons and they do exist, This is my thing, And I enjoy it, Labouring, tiring, repetitive, OF COURSE. Worth it? Unquestionable. I spoke with a close friend of mine, I refer to him internally as the advisor, he never tells me what to do, he just asks questions, This is how advisors should be, He asked, "Can you think of 3 ways to keep going" 3 was a good number, I ran out of excuses by 2 and now I had to think. The truth is it's still doable, I just need to adapt, and keep adapting, Finance exists, I just have to work for it, Compensation received is proportionate to value given. If contributions are on a decline, for whatever reason be it novelty has worn off, That is me no longer living up to my end of the value proposition. Hah Economics and Earl Nightingale both still true even 238 days into a walk around the world! Well Ralph Emerson said "A man is what he thinks about" This is also the secret from "the secret", this is also a part of "The secret to success" by Earl Nightingale. So maybe I need to take a different approach. That is something I can do. Maybe rather than hiding behind money, I have to bring it to the foreground, Shine a light on IT and what i'm doing about IT. Maybe that's the way forward. OK. After all, in healthy relationships Money must be discussed ;) Today morning I will wake up, I will walk myself to vodafone and I will spend on 30gb, I still need internet And moving forward I will restructure and optimise my postings, maybe it's time that the days of just posting my day are behind us, maybe those videos stay, maybe i walk less and edit more, maybe there's a lot of maybe's, what's most important is creating a pipeline to keep my dream alive, maybe I need to push through the absolute shittiest of shit times to show another they too can, I thought of abandoning the walk, Instead I will abandon my fears. Onward. - Swae