An entry from Avignon

im currently sat in a airbnb in avignon, im in a city ill never be in again, and im sat in the hotel room, i don't go out, is it because i have no one to go with, is it because i dont want to spend, or am i just a hermit, even in a life travelling the world, i chose the comfort of the shell. what is to follow? 100 days are soon to pass from when we left home, and 100 days from now things can be very different. It's time you look in, refine yourself, the road won't refine you just by walking it, use your time better, read more, think more, distract less, go within, learn your fears, name them, train for them, then accept them, there's things we are doing that we shouldnt. things that make the journey harder, we must stop to feel sorry for ourself, remember the feeling on top the world, get there, and get there without stimulant, you shouldn't need caffeine to be alive. and you shouldn't feel like you always need to shine as proof of life, you just need to do what's necessary to prepare you for whats to come. The road is long, You have much time, Center yourself, and rebuild a new.